My life story
I have quite an eventful life story. I've written it down here in bullet points because I've been asked again and again.
- 2024-05-20 09:07
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- 2024-05-20 09:07
He last wrote me the following in a message:
"I don't want you to love me, your love is bollocks".
That was on 06/04/2024 (1 Month, 13 Days ago). So it really seems to have been the last time I heard from him.
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- 2024-05-20 09:07
I last heard from him on 12/03/2024. (before 2 Months, 8 Days). He is also no longer available via WhatsApp. Was this all nothing more than a scam?
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- 2024-04-23 09:26
Today I had another unpleasant dream. But the dream itself wasn't that important. However, the realisation of what it means for me is very important. I found myself in a situation in which I had reached the limits of my capacity.
I kept dreaming of such situations in which I was making an extreme effort. This exertion was transferred from the dream to my body and sometimes led to me waking up shaking with exertion and exhaustion and then being completely exhausted for the whole day. This has been going on for years. I only now understand what is happening.
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- Registered: 2024-04-23 11:29
- 2024-04-21 13:39
Celina sends me photos from keukenhof, Holland.
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- 2024-04-20 08:30
When I woke up today, I already felt quite queasy in my stomach. I really didn't eat much yesterday, but the feeling tells me that my stomach is still very sensitive. I also had a sour taste in my mouth and my circulation is still pretty weak.
It's not quite as bad as before, but I'm definitely still not completely healthy.
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- 2024-04-16 15:57
I've ordered a new webcam. I plugged it in today and I'm already regretting it. The cam is good, but I can now see very clearly how I've changed over the last few months.
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- 2024-04-17 19:53
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- Category: Jhojan Salcedo
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- 2024-04-15 08:03
Today I think my deepest trauma is that I will never be enough. No matter what I wished for, it was always in vain because I obviously wasn't the right person, or because I couldn't be what I should have been. Now I realise that I will never be someone who fits what they want either.
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Read more: I will never be good enough
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- 2024-04-08 20:08
Today John got in touch with me by writing to me in the subject line of PayPal. After everything that's happened, I have to say he's got some nerve contacting me at all. I assume he wanted to see how he could get me to give him money. I think I would talk to him if he turned up on my doorstep. But any other kind of contact is out of the question for me.
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- 2024-04-03 08:00
I wrote to him again a little hesitantly. He had told me on 26 October 2023 (6 Months, 24 Days ago) that he was with another man from the USA and didn't want any more contact. but then he got in touch again on 22 March 2024. (4 Months, 25 Days). Obviously all his marriage plans didn't work out.
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- Registered: 2024-04-22 17:22
- 2024-04-02 16:25
Wow, I've now spent 4 hours travelling through Cologne to deposit cash. Lindenthal, Braunsfeld, Ehrenfeld. In the end I was able to deposit money at a post office machine because I couldn't find a DB branch that would accept cash. The machine was broken and they didn't have any cash. I was so exhausted. Walked 21 tram stops.
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- Registered: 2024-04-22 17:15
- 2024-05-20 09:07
I just felt really bad again after eating some porridge. I really have to do something about the gastritis now.
No matter what, I have to see Leo now.
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Read more: I have decided to go to Leo on Monday
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- 2024-05-20 09:07
Today I woke up again and I just felt bad. I wish I hadn't woken up again. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again. Even the best things in my life weren't worth it. If I could decide, I would end it all. Unfortunately, I believe in life after death and reincarnation. Will this misery never end? I still have problems with gastritis, but that's not the reason why I find everything pointless. My life is completely pointless and I'm just disillusioned. I've long since got over sadness, anger and all those feelings.
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Read more: Thoughts of a happy ending
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- 2024-05-20 09:07
I dreamt that I was in a school class. I had a very special pen that I was trying out. There was a friend there who was unknown to me in real life.
The teacher wanted all the pupils to make contact with one person and become their partner for a week. He didn't say which one. The latter is said to have already agreed to a partnership.
I was supposed to find out who it was in a pile of documents. But I couldn't find the pile at first. After my friend helped me, the pile was suddenly there. But the writing was illegible. I could only decipher "Philippino" and "Mönchengladbach".
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Read more: A Phillippino in Mönchengladbach
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- 2024-04-20 09:27
He is now planting cashew nuts. I think that's great.
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- 2024-04-20 09:31
She sends me an audio file in which she speaks Spanish. Her voice is extremely sexy :)
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- 2024-05-20 09:07
Jhon gets in touch again. Our long conversation ends with me giving him another chance to come to me.
Lemmy agrees to pick him up in Barcelona in a week's time on Monday. I'm very excited to see if it will finally happen this time.
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- 2024-05-20 09:07
I just felt really bad again after eating some porridge. I really have to do something about the gastritis now.
No matter what, I have to see Leo now.
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Read more: I have decided to dedicate some time to sport every day again
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- 2024-05-20 09:07
He has a cat called Milán, who obviously means a lot to him. He is incredibly kind and friendly and we easily strike up a conversation.
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